Time to give them a shot! Ellel do ‘Healing Retreats’. They’re free provided you can get there.
I got some information and discovered you have to ring them to apply for a healing retreat. This was tricky in a way. Was some receptionist going to ask me personal questions? I rang anyway. She didn’t. But I have to complete some details on a form and there were some searching questions. There is a waiting list of several months for healing retreats, unless you can get in through a cancellation.
I waited, prepared to wait about 5 or 6 months. Sooner than I expected, they rang me inviting me to a weekend, much earlier than I was due to go. They had had a cancellation! In the days leading up, I spent some time seeking God’s guidance, asking the Holy Spirit to show me areas of trauma and unforgiveness from the past. Whenever something came to mind, I simply brought it openly before the Lord, asking for His release. And a few things did come to mind.